TRUE STORIES AND VIDS THAT RAPE MY BRAIN

 Ever since I was bullied harassed violated shamed by poor interracial lowlifes I have been constantly masturbating replaying the indignities I experienced from the hands of scum degenerates.

Later when i saw poor rough nigger thugs or japanese porn vids bullying harassing molesting violating pretty white skinned decent ladies spanking their faces tits pussies , spitting in their mouths, pulling on their clits nipples it drove me crazy to the point of masturbating frenzy.  I was roughly mauled too when I was violated so when I saw them felt a sudden rush of lust come over me.  I felt like a rape junkie that I want to be violated again, but being a decent person that I am i fought that urge keep my sanity so in effect it is like my brain was being raped instead. Even when I am outside in public I would look for a corner table or rough metal or cement corner protrusion to run myself into. After i cum i wouldn't mind that my juice flowed down my legs or my pants became wet looking like I pissed or pee-ed in them. It would be better for them to think that way rather than know it was my cum from my secret masturbating in a hurry.

I don't wear panties or bra so sometimes anyone can make out I don't have any underwear, if I get wet or have an orgasm there is no undergarments to delay the love juice wetting my slacks.

Those telling me true stories by email also makes me delirious if the poor filthy nigger thugs don't just rough up white decent ladies,  but freeload in their homes, milk their money, and knock them up with unwanted black babies.  It happened toy mom, I had a hard time because I was supposed to help out taking care of her bastard babies. Those motherfuckers also spanked me and violated me, and ordered me around like I was their maidservant.  I left home to get away but now I constantly masturbate whenever I come to know of others who get to fuck both the white mother and daughter, knocking them both up to give them a hard time taking care of bastard black babies while at the same time milking the family money and turning the decent white ladies into their bitches servicing whores until their bodies sag and are no longer attractive, then just be tossed aside after their family fortune or savings run out and their holes are so stretched that no one wants to fuck them anymore.  Another thought that makes me crazy is the peehole. i heard from others that their peeholes are also being fingered (quite painfully at first, the torture rapes my mind too, I hope I can see videos like that, maybe anyone here has that kind of interracial domination videos),  then later fucked until their peeholes are as stretched gaping wide too.  Ohhhh the thought of that sets me off again aaaaaa...

Last one i would say for now that caused me to masturbate like crazy are those bad nigger thugs that not just email me what they do to white decent ladies, torturing them, enslaving them, stealing from them, but also blackmailing me, threatening me, detailing every indignities that they will do to me.  My genitals suddenly twitched when they said they will tie me up hang me upside down, then put ants to bite my private sensitive parts! Ohhhh I have been bitten by red ants before, and it was very painful, not even in my genitals but ordinary parts of the body. How much more would the sensation be like if in the sensitive area of the nipples and clit?  I can just imagine the pain and much later the itch while the clit will be engorged.  It caused me to masturbate thinking if the women would feel so much itch that they want their clits and nipples to be pulled stretched painfully long just to get relieved alongside the humiliating orgasm, as a spectacle to others.  True stories or videos of public humiliation also turns me on.  The threatening nigger told me my cunt would be tormented in public and would be bred with black babies all the time.  I wondered in fear has it happened before that poor nigger thugs can stalk and find their online white prey who does not want to be found raped enslaved?  I hope someone would tell me if it happened before.

I was able to plead with him not to do it to me by showing him parts of me that I was reluctant to show.  I guess he is expert at blackmailing decent white women to do their bidding.  But it also rapes my mind if anyone emails me scaring me what they do to white light skinned women who does not do their bidding.  

I also masturbate on the thought in Haiti r anywhere else like in somalia, when all law and order broke down.  Would there be black thugs raping white decent businesswomen, lady cops, teachers housewives etc.  i hope anyone here who knows about that wpuld email me what they know.

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